Tuesday, December 18, 2007
useless pple should quit
golden harvest this yr was e worst gh i ever had... is not juz abt results..is e process...n i alwas look at process more than results..which make me feel sorrowful n disgusted.. i guess quareels do happen..but when it is done irrationalli, it realli makes things v bad..n wounds get hurt more than they should..
i am realli disgusted.. i dun think i can touch cards for some time..at least not in such a way...i have been thinking.. thinking a lot.. n i think i have come to a conculsion.. it seems logical n rite..
anyway gh was not too bad actualli... getting to noe e rjc pple were fun..they r talented n fun loving.. wish i could turn b time too..
while i was licking my wounds e past 2 weeks... i did not exactli lie down on my bed n juz ponder moz of e time with tiger can beers all over e room.. tat onli happens in asian dramas.. i juz play itunes n think abt a lot of things.. n i did go out,, did play bball,did go out.. n go chalet too
i realise how impt my friends r.. is times like this whereby going out with them improves ur mood..i had worse times too.. and alwas going out or playing mj or doing nonsense does helps.. esp going for e chalet n meeting e orcs after so long.. silently so happy..coz we orcs have sort of strayed.. after not meeting for so long..n yet onli to realise..i am e onli one hu feel this way..maybe i am been too sensitive.. but my isolation policy is going down hill,,no..i think i am not been too sensitive... e fact tat i dare post this up shows...i even noe they wun realli read this...
ok sorri i guess i am been too emo rite now.. i still cannot handle e noob plays by myself,n e horrendous miscoms...
maybe this is for e better..realli.. but i should convert from bridge to poker..at least if i am ok,i can earn some money out of it. with IR coming up n singaporeans been so conservative,there is a market to be earned here..
our hall bball team doing badli certainli did not help.. realli humiliation.. worse than last yr..ironicalli this yr we trained more..i think it muz be e colour of our jersey..i noe wearing dark colours also make things worse..
i am realli disgusted.. i dun think i can touch cards for some time..at least not in such a way...i have been thinking.. thinking a lot.. n i think i have come to a conculsion.. it seems logical n rite..
anyway gh was not too bad actualli... getting to noe e rjc pple were fun..they r talented n fun loving.. wish i could turn b time too..
while i was licking my wounds e past 2 weeks... i did not exactli lie down on my bed n juz ponder moz of e time with tiger can beers all over e room.. tat onli happens in asian dramas.. i juz play itunes n think abt a lot of things.. n i did go out,, did play bball,did go out.. n go chalet too
i realise how impt my friends r.. is times like this whereby going out with them improves ur mood..i had worse times too.. and alwas going out or playing mj or doing nonsense does helps.. esp going for e chalet n meeting e orcs after so long.. silently so happy..coz we orcs have sort of strayed.. after not meeting for so long..n yet onli to realise..i am e onli one hu feel this way..maybe i am been too sensitive.. but my isolation policy is going down hill,,no..i think i am not been too sensitive... e fact tat i dare post this up shows...i even noe they wun realli read this...
ok sorri i guess i am been too emo rite now.. i still cannot handle e noob plays by myself,n e horrendous miscoms...
maybe this is for e better..realli.. but i should convert from bridge to poker..at least if i am ok,i can earn some money out of it. with IR coming up n singaporeans been so conservative,there is a market to be earned here..
our hall bball team doing badli certainli did not help.. realli humiliation.. worse than last yr..ironicalli this yr we trained more..i think it muz be e colour of our jersey..i noe wearing dark colours also make things worse..
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
MOS noob
fri nite,went to hang out at clarke quay area n went to MOS to spend e nite there.. my first time going there n was realli a noob...NOOB NOOB NOOB! i was supposed to wait for audrey n freddie to come b n they will transfer e stamp from their hands to my hand so tat i can cheat by going in... but there was confusion as audrey transfer to me e bad one on e left hand, n so freddie transfer his to my right hand..
i went in n e security checked for e ink entry.. n i put up e wrong hand... got caught n given a real stern warning n forced to buy e ticket. i did not even have cash for e ticket but i tot mos should accept nets.. NO they dun.. no money,forced to buy a ticket n i was not in e most comfortable position i gues,, though i keep on smiling to calm myself down.. smiling n grinning like a fool.. freddie n audrey were observing e situation i guess, n freddie quickly passed me e 50 bucks when e security was distracted for a moment. i hence got in, but felt a little like a fool.
nonetheless i did not enjoy myself as much as i should there,n audrey n freddie were trying to perk me up n literalli shake me up,but to no avail.. but there were no regrets as i get to explore MOS for e 1st time n MOs is actualli not a bad place.. many different kind of music n types of pple in diff. dressing.
talk abt personal ethics.. i guess wat i did was wrong in terms of professional ethics.. but nonetheless, having juz studied engineers n society,i guess tat was harmless as long as noone gets hurt in e process. i juz muz b more careful n dun get caught again.
next day went to scba to play bridge n take a look at my young teammates.. lol this yr gh is confirm play for fun already. dun talk abt others...but i make fundamental mistakes many times though. there was this brilliant moment though where by i psyche 1h with void heart n opps miss a 5-5 fit in hearts n played 3nt -3... i had 7 carded spades...jason taught me a few insights i never tot of b4 n was glad to hear them
next week is preparation for ihg bball.. my hall is real onz lah.. they training everyday,n i will take this chance to slim down myself. after 2 days of training,my arms n legs r acheing already from jumping n shooting..lol
oh btw, i got to play mj with dickgusting yesterday. was fun,though i lost 10 bucks. actualli glad dickgusting won coz pple hu come my room for e first time alwas lose by at least 20 bucks..i repsect dickgusting for his dota skills in ntu bnet,esp when he use necromanian..so scary..
i went in n e security checked for e ink entry.. n i put up e wrong hand... got caught n given a real stern warning n forced to buy e ticket. i did not even have cash for e ticket but i tot mos should accept nets.. NO they dun.. no money,forced to buy a ticket n i was not in e most comfortable position i gues,, though i keep on smiling to calm myself down.. smiling n grinning like a fool.. freddie n audrey were observing e situation i guess, n freddie quickly passed me e 50 bucks when e security was distracted for a moment. i hence got in, but felt a little like a fool.
nonetheless i did not enjoy myself as much as i should there,n audrey n freddie were trying to perk me up n literalli shake me up,but to no avail.. but there were no regrets as i get to explore MOS for e 1st time n MOs is actualli not a bad place.. many different kind of music n types of pple in diff. dressing.
talk abt personal ethics.. i guess wat i did was wrong in terms of professional ethics.. but nonetheless, having juz studied engineers n society,i guess tat was harmless as long as noone gets hurt in e process. i juz muz b more careful n dun get caught again.
next day went to scba to play bridge n take a look at my young teammates.. lol this yr gh is confirm play for fun already. dun talk abt others...but i make fundamental mistakes many times though. there was this brilliant moment though where by i psyche 1h with void heart n opps miss a 5-5 fit in hearts n played 3nt -3... i had 7 carded spades...jason taught me a few insights i never tot of b4 n was glad to hear them
next week is preparation for ihg bball.. my hall is real onz lah.. they training everyday,n i will take this chance to slim down myself. after 2 days of training,my arms n legs r acheing already from jumping n shooting..lol
oh btw, i got to play mj with dickgusting yesterday. was fun,though i lost 10 bucks. actualli glad dickgusting won coz pple hu come my room for e first time alwas lose by at least 20 bucks..i repsect dickgusting for his dota skills in ntu bnet,esp when he use necromanian..so scary..
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