Thursday, October 30, 2008

exams r coming

I am not whining,but recently my luck is not as good as it used to be. Even in mahjong which i alwas felt tat flair, i am feeding by throwing corner tiles. N when i am supposed to guard,i have everything dangerous with no winds to throw against a peng hu.. n yes.. most imptly, y am i alwas put in tat situation i muz guard! i am not complaining, in fact, playing such low stakes of 20-40 cents, it is better to be put to e test, whereby e negative effects of experimenting new tactics will show out more clearly. I guess it is due to such luck, tat i think i have yet surpass a new lvl of gambling. It was most apparant last sat,whereby my poker skills improved so much n i keep on snatching so much pots n getting out of trouble quickly after a good read. true enuff,each time i fold, e pot will somehow amass to real big with a few re raises. I had 2 bad luck scenes whereby i got beaten only after going all in n losing only juz at e river(was leading by more than 90%) n another scenario leading a big pot till e turn, with almoz all my pot in before e turn. 2 all in lost, n yet i onli lose $45.. honestly,i noe i played well,juz tat my luck is not there... feel happy,coz gambling has alwas been process orientated,as long as i dun get such unfair treatment all e time. at least my mahjong streak recovered my loss immediately, which made me so happy, coz i finally cancel my losing streak!
exams r coming, n yet thxs to freddie i got so much episodes of prison break n heroes to catch up. anyone can remember how tea bag escaped from sona? i onli remembered him been e leader of sona prison after he backstab e black man..
i am supposed to be stressed.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

airport ventures

there was this nite at e airport i was studying, whereby i encountered something which i will not forget. i was studying in pacific cafe,becoz it is good to sleep there,lol.. at tat time, there was this taiwan girl who was also sleeping there n fooling ard in e airport. somehow, we ended up striking a conversation,n oh my.. she really can talk,.. i was struggling to keep up with her at e wee hours of 4-5am plus! when 2 friends juz got to noe each other, usually u start sharing a bit abt yourselves first n ur lifestyle.. but not her..she is crazy! not literally of coz, she juz had depression b4, but e thing is tat she started talking abt pilosophies n politics for a v long time.. in chinese of coz.. man,her knowledge is quite deep, as she say all e chinese idioms to realli make me smile.. so much for studying..i like her style,, travelling ard e country instd of working seriously.
i came to sch late tat day.. n was almoz late for e quiz even. luckily susanto started e quiz real late,so i had time to panick during e paper.
i am real stressed abt my studies.. it does not help tat i keep on shifting places to live in coz loyang green house has too much dust n irritation from e painting. poor me, poor my dogs.. they no longer have e freedom they r so used to at our old house..