eye diseases

my rite eye keep on getting swollen.. it sucks.. it affected my studies,my fyp..n best,it gave me an excuse not to study.
went to hospital after visiting private doctors 3 times.. it was a good move.. not that it really helped more.. but cheaper.. n... omg.. i got a sweet doctor to look after my eye.. she will go..look at my ear..look at my ear..come..come. while she inspects or cleans up my eye tenderly..
surgery was another issue. it was then i realised how mcp i am..i at tat point of time wished my doctor was a man,n when she injected needles into my eye lids.i really was scared to e max of any mistakes.. i keep on imagining her making mistakes,poking into my eye, n say oh oh,so sorry..
dota stopped,.. i miss frenchfries,babu singh, mango so much.. n of coz playing with a team makes winning so much more fun.. oh yah.. no such thing as lose,when i play with either mango's or french fries team..
oh well.. my eye is better now.. but 2 times swollen is no joke.. i played a bit of l4d recently.. i think i looked like e smoker when my rite eye is swollen.. imagine every 30s,tears will come out of my eye,as it is suffering..