mahjong drought

juz something amazing,i self touched my most valued game in mahjong last night... juz for tat game, n it is only 1 fold.. y is it so amazing,when i had no flowers or animals, n had to resort to all sequence for tat one fold...it is coz... tat was my only win in that whole round! n it was at e very last game of e round then i won e v last round,to avoid having a record of not winning at all in a round.
i lost $90 tat nite,but it could have been more.. there goes my undefeated mj streak. somehow, everytime i go out with a girl,i will lose money tat nite or e next day . n maybe tat is y i win more often than lose in gambling.

homeless freak

yes,i noe.. e nick sucks.. but my life realli sucks, coz i am realli tat...a homeless freak now.. over e past 1.5 weeks,i have slept at airports, restaurants,lan shops, school hall lounge... it realli sucks to be in such a position, but i guess i dun have a choice...i cannot trouble pple n stay in their houses no matter wat
i dun understand y my parents treat me like this... i am e elder brother n i am not nasty or anything.. somehow my presence irk them, at difficult times, i have to endure my parents' nonsense, n i never complain.. n while i go through all these tough moments, my younger brother simply avoid them by been overseas studying, n spending more money. n yet, eventually i am e one been kicked out of e house, while my parents long for my younger brother to return b to them.
nobody will believe wat make them chase me out. it all juz coz of a superstition. n i was chased out juz like tat to protect themselves. well, e superstition did bring us bad luck when they believe n react according to it..
it is apparant tat i have been taken for granted. i am definateli staying away from them for some time,as i think we used to be getting too close for comfort.
this incident aside, these few days i am busy doing fyp. my gambling has been on a high streak. i have won b all my losses in poker in juz 2 sessions n won even more. so,been tight n following e technical odds do pay off in e long run after all....my mj has been undefeated,lol... although it is mostly luck..lol which is a good thing coz now,i need something to help me tide over this difficult period(my parents dun wan me!!)
oh yah,merry christmas ,pple!

summer i love you

recently watched shows tat r real romantic. like e summer i love u,e romance is.... omg.. is about this bgr tat jus stared whereby e guy has a damaged spine and cannot walk. but e girl love him so much tat she allowed e doctor to grow some micro organic stuffs in her body b4 transfering them to the guy's body. she did so,even noeing tat e risks were v high as it was an unstable experiment. e guy recovered fast after tat, n e first night they kissed, e guy realised he could stand up! they could even dance e night away.. however,e romance was abrupted by e side effects e girl faced,as she grew older drasticalli n could not tell when she was going to die. to avoid been a burden, she decided to run away from e ko samui island( where e romance started). she later acted as her elder sister n told the guy to juz forget her "younger sis" n lied to her tat she had already forgotten him. e guy was shattered n did not have e heart to exercise his body n could not walk again. however,at e ending he found out abt her sacrifice n he found her n begged her to continue e relationship. e girl/now elderly auntie refused,n came e most dramatic part of e show..e guy went to e doctor n get e doctor to do e same experiment on him,juz so tat he will become older as well! they lived happily ever after.. wah nice

it is so much more romantic than even like water for chocolate(but tat is also real nice n all food enthusiasts should love it as they associate life with food all e way!). LWFC is one of e stories for me to read up again tonite for my exam tml.

so far,my exams going on fine..coz open book,n i happened to noe how to do e correct questions. it was a blessing in disguise tat some segments of rc n steel i dun noe how to do at all,so tat i wun waste time to even think abt it. i realised tat i am not used to e idea of walking out of e exam halls,noeing i will even pass a paper.. oh yah,now is exam period. end of blog entry, wat summer,wat winter i love u here n there...go n study lah!

exams r coming

I am not whining,but recently my luck is not as good as it used to be. Even in mahjong which i alwas felt tat flair, i am feeding by throwing corner tiles. N when i am supposed to guard,i have everything dangerous with no winds to throw against a peng hu.. n yes.. most imptly, y am i alwas put in tat situation i muz guard! i am not complaining, in fact, playing such low stakes of 20-40 cents, it is better to be put to e test, whereby e negative effects of experimenting new tactics will show out more clearly. I guess it is due to such luck, tat i think i have yet surpass a new lvl of gambling. It was most apparant last sat,whereby my poker skills improved so much n i keep on snatching so much pots n getting out of trouble quickly after a good read. true enuff,each time i fold, e pot will somehow amass to real big with a few re raises. I had 2 bad luck scenes whereby i got beaten only after going all in n losing only juz at e river(was leading by more than 90%) n another scenario leading a big pot till e turn, with almoz all my pot in before e turn. 2 all in lost, n yet i onli lose $45.. honestly,i noe i played well,juz tat my luck is not there... feel happy,coz gambling has alwas been process orientated,as long as i dun get such unfair treatment all e time. at least my mahjong streak recovered my loss immediately, which made me so happy, coz i finally cancel my losing streak!
exams r coming, n yet thxs to freddie i got so much episodes of prison break n heroes to catch up. anyone can remember how tea bag escaped from sona? i onli remembered him been e leader of sona prison after he backstab e black man..
i am supposed to be stressed.

airport ventures

there was this nite at e airport i was studying, whereby i encountered something which i will not forget. i was studying in pacific cafe,becoz it is good to sleep there,lol.. at tat time, there was this taiwan girl who was also sleeping there n fooling ard in e airport. somehow, we ended up striking a conversation,n oh my.. she really can talk,.. i was struggling to keep up with her at e wee hours of 4-5am plus! when 2 friends juz got to noe each other, usually u start sharing a bit abt yourselves first n ur lifestyle.. but not her..she is crazy! not literally of coz, she juz had depression b4, but e thing is tat she started talking abt pilosophies n politics for a v long time.. in chinese of coz.. man,her knowledge is quite deep, as she say all e chinese idioms to realli make me smile.. so much for studying..i like her style,, travelling ard e country instd of working seriously.
i came to sch late tat day.. n was almoz late for e quiz even. luckily susanto started e quiz real late,so i had time to panick during e paper.
i am real stressed abt my studies.. it does not help tat i keep on shifting places to live in coz loyang green house has too much dust n irritation from e painting. poor me, poor my dogs.. they no longer have e freedom they r so used to at our old house..

life goes on

life in sch has been okie,i guess. travelling is not e most fun thing so far..but i guess i will live with it. in fact,it is actualli not so bad,n..somehow i find it easier to go to sch now tat i no longer live in sch. oh no,i am not making sense,which is y telling e truth can be so hard sometimes.
i am currentli living in changi gardens for a while due to some domestic issues at loyang green. e workers in loyang green pollute e air so much when they paint e house,i am so sure they did it on purpose.. carrots n melon seeds,i so dun like them. luckily,we have a spare area to live in,or else we may have to start renting. but no computer means no dota..sobz
not staying in hall also means no mahjong. which is sad coz my mj skills deterioriate so much. on e few occasions(once a week normalli) i still play,i no longer can read tiles well n gave away 2 unneccassary 5 folds. both by the single bamboo(pe-ling)! sianz la..
studying has been okie.,but e fear is alwas there. i love studying in e airport/..is so cool.. i even met chengxi there hu is actualli my classmate for 2 core modules. yes talk abt co-incidence.
yesterday a v cock thing happened while i travelled to sch. i fell asleep in e train..n woke up at outram park. it was onli till bugis which i realised e mrt was travelling e wrong way! can u imagine sleeping in e mrt from pasir ris to boon lay then to outram park. i got skill!
otherwise,life has been rather boring for me,so sorry for not having much blog updates. next week is my one week break,but i will be too busy catching up with sch work.
Sembcorp United!

the ambush of the handphone

last week,something v silly n amusing thing happened while i was in sch..i was studying cum reading harry potter in ntu when i decided to take a nap. as it was a sch holidays,there were v few pple ard,so i took a nap at e bench,leaving my things on e table while i slept on e bench. it is safe to do so,coz there r few pple in sch plus my handphone is so lousy n non functional at times. Or so i tot..
i woke up from my bench noeing tat my hp has been stolen right away. apparantli,during my sleep mu subconscious mind already felt someone near me all these while. i checked e table n true enuff,my hp is gone. I am not upset coz e phone is lousy,but i am still v stunned n amazed at how pple can risk their credibility to steal something so worthless.
I got myself a 6288,a v good nokia phone,n i am real happy. To any pple reading this,pls let me noe ur hp number by smsing me at e same old number 81219481. i will gladly appreciate it.

i am getting fatter,n i hate it. but i wanna settle down with my fyp n my studies first. will take part more in physical activities soon.

Singapore's history of not having an olympic medal for 48 years came to an end this week,as our china born talents won us a silver in e table tennis event. i love e match against korea so much! feng tianwei was e heroine tat afternoon as a v hard fight was fought btw e 2 teams for 3.5 hours! i love e korean's defensive style of playing table tennis as it is rare,n i think requires more skill.e choppers realli place doubts in our players' rankings, but truth is,our sg players were merely been countered in style n tactics.onli feng tianwei's(our rising star along with tao li) saved e day. But credit to li jia wei too. she lost her match to kim kyung ah again!but yet she merely kept her cool n stayed focus to win Kim again in e doubles by trusting her partner Wang Yuegu to win Kim n her partner together. This is wat i call true sports team spirit, it's never abt individualism. Sadli,i think our tt team only gave their all in e semi finals against korea. against China, they played too relaxed n even smiled when they lost. I think this is disturbing as they sort of gave up. Li Jiawei n Feng Tianwei won their opening matchs,but their lack of fighting spirit n been out played by skills realli showed. I wish Sg table tennis team had fought harder in e finals even though they will lose. What the pineapples.. when they losing by match point,i saw Wang yue gu even laugh at e timeout. is almoz as if our coach was already asking them which Beijing restaurant to go to n spend with their 750k. Li jiawei should noe v well which restaurant to eat..is her hometown after all. N..when they lost,they were celebrating n waving at e fans as happily as e china(play for china one) players..Man..where is e sports spirit n e will to win they showed in e semi finals? Orange juice,at least PRETEND TO BE UPSET abt not been able to get e gold lah..dun show us ur smiling faces so fast after a loss.. U r telling us tat we singaporeans r not cut out in e long run for e gold medal anyway. I totally agree with wat our PM said b4 e match,go all out for e victory!..not like this!
but i am overall happy abt them winning e silver..dun get me wrong..i support them,coz i am sure they r singaporeans at heart too. juz tat there is this side issue of them not realli aiming for e gold since they r already there, i wonder how they felt when e china national antheme was been played out for e victors during e prize ceremony.. maybe i dun wan to noe even..lol