golden harvest this yr was e worst gh i ever had... is not juz abt results..is e process...n i alwas look at process more than results..which make me feel sorrowful n disgusted.. i guess quareels do happen..but when it is done irrationalli, it realli makes things v bad..n wounds get hurt more than they should..
i am realli disgusted.. i dun think i can touch cards for some time..at least not in such a way...i have been thinking.. thinking a lot.. n i think i have come to a conculsion.. it seems logical n rite..
anyway gh was not too bad actualli... getting to noe e rjc pple were fun..they r talented n fun loving.. wish i could turn b time too..
while i was licking my wounds e past 2 weeks... i did not exactli lie down on my bed n juz ponder moz of e time with tiger can beers all over e room.. tat onli happens in asian dramas.. i juz play itunes n think abt a lot of things.. n i did go out,, did play bball,did go out.. n go chalet too
i realise how impt my friends r.. is times like this whereby going out with them improves ur mood..i had worse times too.. and alwas going out or playing mj or doing nonsense does helps.. esp going for e chalet n meeting e orcs after so long.. silently so happy..coz we orcs have sort of strayed.. after not meeting for so long..n yet onli to realise..i am e onli one hu feel this way..maybe i am been too sensitive.. but my isolation policy is going down hill,,no..i think i am not been too sensitive... e fact tat i dare post this up shows...i even noe they wun realli read this...
ok sorri i guess i am been too emo rite now.. i still cannot handle e noob plays by myself,n e horrendous miscoms...
maybe this is for e better..realli.. but i should convert from bridge to poker..at least if i am ok,i can earn some money out of it. with IR coming up n singaporeans been so conservative,there is a market to be earned here..
our hall bball team doing badli certainli did not help.. realli humiliation.. worse than last yr..ironicalli this yr we trained more..i think it muz be e colour of our jersey..i noe wearing dark colours also make things worse..
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